This box was labeled description so I'll attempt to describe myself. I'm emotionally and physically awkward and some people find it adorable I myself find it embarrassing. Tennis excite my souls but tires my body I guess that's a personal problem. Sometimes I cry happy tears but most are guilty. When I get nervous I tend to piss and I'm shorter than 5feet. Ok this is me oh wait my name is Sadia and my stick men have three legs.
LIFE STORY
I don’t feel as alone. Its so terrible and awful how ones persons sadness brings comfort in knowing there’s someone else like me. Relief I suppose. But the fact that someone else spoke like I wanted to, but couldn’t, gives such a courageous characteristic. So much potential. I suppose I could…
Let’s be super serious everybody thinks oh Sadia she’s just so happy and confident with herself I bet she’s perfect….well I’m far from that and this is probably just my tired overworked brain stressing me out but I feel like complaining
First of all guilt haunts me like fuck and I run and run but I can’t escape it.
Second I terrified of dying and I don’t know why. Dying is supposed to be beautiful but what’s comes next. I DON’T KNOW…NO ONE DOES
Third I’m so lonely it’s not even funny I have a great family and wonderful boyfriend but I’m lonely because few ppl understand me and soon they’ll leaving my life.
Fourth I feel like I’m letting people down I just can’t help it I always feel like I’m failing at life. What if I really am and no one wants to tell me
And fifth a couple months ago my dad told me that him and my mom always thought I was a special child who is supposed to do special things and even lately people keep telling me how nice and cool of a person I am and I’ll do great things but I feel like a simple multicellular human with an id personality who has no sense of direction. I want to change things I want to be great but am I cut out for that. Everyone wants to be great but the truth is we can’t all do that. Am I really as great as people say I am or are they trying to make me feel better.
